I’m a guy currently in a relatively stable relationship with an amazing woman, and I still remember the times before I met her, and though I hated those nights, I sometimes feel like it would be more comfortable just to have something that familiar.

But then I remember that to go back to then, I wouldn’t be able to be with her, and I don’t spare those thoughts another moment.

I LOVE HER!

I think you’re right, too. I’ve had such maxed out emotions in my life, anything less, anything “normal” feels… Empty or something. Bleh. (I’ll have to go watch that video now.)

I love seeing you around here, too. Thanks for stopping in with your kind words, missy.

I owe you an email, btw. I loved your Christmas email.

This hit a little too close to home.

Very well said.

I understand it too well.

anyway, Happy new year.

While I understanding you missing the sadness, its been so wonderful to see what you’ve written about here. I love the imagery of the falcon and the seagull, and I have no doubt which one Antonio would rather have on his arm!

Happy New Year sweety…..may it be filled with many blessings.

love and hugs xxx

I think feeling so ‘filled’ with emotion, whether it be good or bad gives you a sensation that we miss whenever it’s gone. I sometimes think about my angsty teenage years, when I really ‘felt’ things, with a sense of nostalgia. At the time I was convinced that writing bad poetry and sobbing whenever I heard a particular song (this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bk2DImHbeeo&feature=related) made me feel more alive. So I do understand how you can miss sadness.